The air was shrewd, and o'er the darkling sky
Masses of cloud, driven by an eager wind,
Hurried, all-ominous of coming rain.
A fitful gleam of sunshine lighted up
The garden where I stood, and flooded all
The grass and flowers with radiance. Fluttering
In the wind that blew across the hay-strewn fields
Fair linen, white as driven snow
O,Himalayan tops, hung stretched on lines
Over the greensward near the old farmhouse.
Fresh from the washtub, where the cleansing touch
Of women had rubbed it till the soil of wear
Had vanished, with much pain and fret of hands--
Image of soul washed pure from earthly stain,
And fluttering lustrous in the golden glow
Of Heaven.
Two mighty sheets, billowing like sails
Of some great galleon bearing down at sea
Upon its hapless prey, were parted by
A sudden gust; and, lo! she stood disclosed.
How shall I picture her? Lissome she stood,
Erect amid the fruits of her hard toil.
Her raven hair, coiled o'er her ample brow,
Shone lustrous in the sun. Her shapely head
Was poised upon her shoulders like a bird
Ready to swoop from some tall crag. Her cheeks
Glowed with the hue of health, like Cyprian wine
Spilt on a snowdrift. Body and limbs
Moved free as fawns of Artemis amid
The glades of far Mycene, or the trees
That deck Parnassus where the Oreads play.
The picture thrilled me to the soul. I stood
And gave her friendly greeting. With merry voice,
And smile that rippled o'er her face as then
The sun was rippling o'er the corn, she answered.
Then the billowing sails closed up again, and shut
Her from my view.
Clouds blotted out the sun
As I passed on my way. The sky grew dark.
But with me went a joyous memory:
A thing to see and cherish--a whole-hearted
And happy English girl, free as the air,
And beauteous as the morn; a light to gladden
Young men's eyes, a lodestar for their hearts.
And I, who down the vale of years am fast
Declining, breathed out from my heart a prayer
That thus she might in spirit ever stand
Amid things pure and lovely to the end.
Your face, my dear, still haunts me in my dreams.
Yes; in that shadow world it grows so clear
In line and contour that it really seems
Your face, my dear.
Now there's but space between us, not austere
And unresponsive Death. Yet, when he deems
The moment apt, and his sword parts us here,
The after-glory, with its brightest beams,
Will be half-dark to me, till, full and clear,
In all Heaven's splendour on my face there gleams
Your face, my dear.
When she trips down the stair in the morning,
And wishes us all “Good-day”,
She is fresh as a flower, washed clean by a shower,
The beautiful Lady in Grey.
When she goes for a walk in the meadow,
The lilies acknowledge her sway.
They look up and smile as she crosses the stile,
Our dainty young Lady in Grey.
When she sits at the table at dinner,
She may not have much to say;
But she sees to our wants with a grace that enchants,
This courteous Lady in Grey.
And if you should chance to be ailing
There’s concern in her face all day.
So there's nothing too sweet to lay at the feet
Of our dear little Lady in Grey.
I see her now, tall, clad in white, her dark
Hair drawn back from her lofty brow,
And wound up in a simple coil behind.
Her eyes were black and lustrous, but expressed
Such weariness as if the burden
And the fret of life had been too much for her;
A pallor as of death sat on her face;
So quiet she was, so still, so statuesque,
Save that she mowed she seemed a marble lady.
But the days passed, and, almost hour by hour,
We saw the hue of health steel back to her--
A tinge of colour on the cheeks, a livelier
Light in the eye, a quickening of soul.
Gentle she was, with a sweet voice and smile,
And yet she seemed to wear--no, not a mask,
But as it were a veil that hid from us
Her own true self: a curtain that revealed
Just so much as she chose that we should see.
Good, wholesome was she, fair to look upon,
But always left the sense that there was more
Behind that veil than ere we dreamed of--
A something that would make her character complete,
Fill up and round it, not in itself,
But to the consciousness of those who viewed
It from without.
And then one day it came,
The revealing flash, The moment when the veil
Was rent in twain, and she stood all-confessed.
She spoke of home and husband; of two
Little ones, her children left behind;
And in her eyes there gleamed a lovelier light,
And her sweet voice took on a sweeter tone,
And all the yearning of her heart was manifest.
She was that thing most wondrous, holy-sweet,
Essential Motherhood. Her truest life was that,
Its seal and centre. Mother Love
Had thinned her blood, had sapped her strength; the cares
Of a young household, the unending strain
To make her husband and her children happy,
Had been at once her joy, delight, and-Her undoing.
O Mother love! earth's purest and earth's best,
The thing with least of soil and sin upon it,
What dare man do when face to face with thee
But stand with head uncovered, bowed with awe,
Because he feels the ground he treads is hallowed?
In that great love that loves us to the death,
Prepared for any sacrifice, we catch a glimpse--
Far off, indeed, and but in little, still
A glimpse-- of that still greater love that yearns
To make and keep the lives of all men blest.
O sweet and gracious Motherhood! the thing
That hedges in our wayward hearts from folly,
And wandering in evil, perilous ways;
That makes man's home a heaven, strews his path
With comforts soft as rose leaves freely strewn
Before a bride; that fills his soul with joy
Unspeakable, till he feels himself indeed
But little lower than the angels, crowned
Like them with glory!what art thou but a giving,
An endless giving, of love and life and strength,
A laying down of self upon love's altar,
A constant sacrifice, a daily dying,
A glorious surrender that, in yielding,
Crowns both itself and all it touches with
A glory from above?
I bowed my head
Before the light that shone from that sweet face
As in the presence of essential God.
I realised the primal truth that Love
Cannot but die, glories in dying,
And in the dying gives new life to others,
While rising to more glorious life itself;
For Love and Death are one.
What joys will be yours in the waiting years,
Marjorie, my Marjorie?
And sorrows, too, since they must come?
For of our life this is the sum:
A web of laughter, shot with tears,
Marjorie, my Marjorie.
But all will be well if love wraps you round,
Marjorie, my Marjorie.
The love of home and the love of friends
For many a buffet will make amends A
nd pour a balm into every wound,
Marjorie, my Marjorie.
And if a greater love befall,
Marjorie, my Marjorie,
Take it as God's good gift to you.
For in life's quicksands one path is true,
And love will guide to it through all,
Marjorie, my Marjorie.
But love is strong as well as sweet,
Marjorie, my Marjorie.
He bids give all, nor count the price:
Naught is too dear for sacrifice,
And we win to the end with bleeding feet,
Marjorie, my Marjorie.
Heaven's roses bloom where the blood-drops fall,
Marjorie, my Marjorie.
You are too young yet for these high things;
But the heart that bleeds is the heart that sings,
And God's tears lie at the heart of all,
Marjorie, my Marjorie.